Rafael Palmeiro’s Statement in Advance of His
Press Conference, August 1, 2005
Thank you very much for
joining me on this call today. I am saddened that we are here to address this
issue, but because of the importance of it, I feel the need to make a brief
statement and address your questions. At the outset, let me say that under the
rules of the basic agreement and the order of the independent arbitrator, there
is an order of confidentiality governing the specifics of this case. I will
attempt to state as much as I can and be as forthright as possible, but there will
be issues I can't address based on orders imposed on me by the basic agreement
and the arbitration process.
I am here to make it very
clear that I have never intentionally used steroids. Never. Ever. Period.
When I found out that I
failed a test under the new drug policy, I filed a grievance and challenged the
suspension on the basis that I have never intentionally taken a banned
substance. Ultimately, although I never intentionally put a banned substance
into my body -- the independent arbitrator ruled that I had to be suspended
under the terms of the program.
I am sure you will ask how I
tested positive for a banned substance. As I look back, I don't have a specific
answer to give. Unfortunately, I wasn't able to explain to the arbitrator how
the banned substance entered my body. The arbitrator did not find that I used a
banned substance intentionally - in fact, he said he found my testimony to be
compelling -- but he ruled that I could not meet the heavy burden imposed on
players who test positive under the new drug policy.
I accept this punishment and
want to address it publicly. I want to apologize to MLB, the Baltimore Orioles
organization, my teammates, and most of all, my fans. Given my role with the No
Tolerance Committee and my relationships with Congress, I feel the need to
communicate a serious message to my fellow players and to kids everywhere. All
of us have to be responsible and exercise extreme care in what we put in our
body. I hope that all MLB players and kids will learn from what has happened to
me. I have never intentionally used a banned substance, but I unfortunately
wasn't careful enough.
I take my role as a
professional athlete seriously. I love baseball and have great respect for all
of the players who played before me. I have always done my best to live each
day in ways that would make my family proud. Everything I have accomplished is
the result of hard work and dedication to being the best possible player I can
be.
I feel terrible that this
has happened, but I think there is something to be gained from it. If my
situation results in the education of current and future players about the
dangers of taking anything without a prescription from a licensed physician --
that is a positive. At the end of the day, it is important for all players to
understand the risk of contamination and to be very careful about what they put
in their body.
This suspension is going to
be incredibly difficult for me, my wife and my 2 boys. Over the next week and a
half, I am going to spend time with my family. I am going to come back and will
be as determined as ever to help the Orioles win this pennant race that we are
in. We have worked very hard to be in a position to bring our fans a title, and
I will not let this be a distraction.
Finally, I would like to thank Commissioner Selig and Mr. Angelos for their strong words of encouragement. I had the opportunity to speak with both of them and I am extremely appreciative of their support and friendship.